A Conversation with Myself

Dwell not on the past. Use it to illustrate a point, then leave it behind. Nothing really matters except what you do now in this instant of time. From this moment onwards you can be an entirely different person, filled with love. 

I love this note, a dear friend of mine send it to me. 

Thanks a million, Jean.

Yes, I am in pain. They know it however choose not to acknowledge it to me.
I personally think that they simply don't understand the illness and what I've gone through and my current affair.
What makes they think that they're done the right thing, when they're not??? Yes they talked to each other and have the comfort they need to back them up. However they failed to understand the root of the problem.
I have no longer trust them and they have lost my respect with their actions.
They have caused deeper pain to me...
I'm not asking for sympathy but simply for them to understand and have empathy towards me.

Now I realised that in our darkest moment, we do need someone to listen, someone to turn to, it could be a friendly professional, some rely on those who are older and wiser, others seek someone who knows what they are going through, but for most of us nothing is quite so therapeutic as a good long talk with a 'good old friends'...
But for me personally, it's not talking to a good old friends but talking to God, a good honest friends, writing, FBing and blogging is very therapeutic indeed. 
:)